Just sayin’.  I’m tired of being this way.  Every time I get an ounce of motivation something rips it away from me.  I need… to get a plan and stick to it.

As far as the depression goes, I’m not even sure because of all the mayhem in my life.  I’ve tried to stick to a schedule, but sometimes even that is hard.  After the 15th, things will get back into a routine.  BUT! I’m going to have to start now, because if I don’t, everything is just going to become an excuse for me!